Beautiful Goodbye

Ahh~ so this is really the ending now. This is hard, but I still do it though. Dunno, that DM was suddenly woken me up. So I don’t wanna keep this denial-mode forever, you know?

I think we already have maaaaaaany sweet memories, rite? I even gave you new name, Poo~ kkk.

It’s okay, I just leave my feeling now, I wont leave you. You’re still my fave idol. Be happy, cause I’m not that easy to make one idol as my fave, understand? XD Ah, rite, this is my goodbye.. My beautiful goodbye~

Lee Hyukjae, goodbye~ ^^

English

Everything’s Coming Back To Me
Even Though I Tried So Hard To Forget

Your bigger hand,
Your taller height.
You were born four years before me,

I thoughtlessly passed by you,
Now I want to be closer and closer,

Whatever I say to you,
Might be sad,
Might be difficult,

Before I knew you,
If someone else knew,
If you weren’t the first one,
Throw me away first,
If we had shared love,
But a Beautiful Goodbye,

The sun was very beautiful,
In my memory on a particular day,
In front of the school gates,
You waited for me,

All my friends started gossiping,
Even if they made fun of us,
You’re obvious smile in your laughter,
You held my hands tightly,

The dirt on the laces of my sneakers,
Made me a bit embarrassed,
I turned away from your attention,

Before I knew you,
If someone else knew,
If you weren’t the first one,
Throw me away first,
If we had shared love,
But a Beautiful Goodbye,

As if I swallowed something sharp,
The memory that I can’t forget,
I unknowingly find myself choking,
My tears form, dripping, My love,

Even when time passes by it becomes clearer,
Is every first memory like this?
Because it’s you I’ll miss you more,
Even if my heart hurts,
But a Beautiful Goodbye,

I secretly really miss you,
I was far away when I found you that day,
I only looked at you,
Breathless, my tears fall,
You are going away,
But a Beautiful Goodbye,

But a Beautiful Goodbye,
But a Beautiful Goodbye,
Because it’s you I’ll miss you more,
Even if my heart hurts,
But a Beautiful Goodbye

Credit: HelloGoodbye@aff(x)tion.com

PS: even so, why do I cry? I should say something to you now, “Thank you..”