Sometime when thing goes wrong, you just should know you’re a human with no control for everything. It will be hard when you meet a failure -or perhaps when you thought you are the failure itself. Nope, you’re not a failure. You’re a human. Human who can fail anyone-your parent, friends, even yourself or be failed by anyone, anything.

It’s really okay for not being okay.

So keep your chin up! Everything’s gonna be fine… eventually.

No Regret


Sunday —  June 7, 2015

I’ve done something great! Something I couldn’t even imagine. Yet I was so proud at myself.

Monday — June 8, 2015

First text had come! A simple ‘thank you’ that made my day. Another texts, another words had come too. I’ve been so thankful yet glad I liked a person like you.

Sunday — June 13, 2015

Your important day yet I couldn’t bring myself to greet you, congratulate you. But you kept your promise. You worn that watch. Thank you, really.

Sunday — June 21, 2015

You had said goodbye before but perhaps it was really the separation day, it was the day you have to leave. Still, I couldn’t say anything. I can’t even hope you’d know I always wish you the best. What would you know when I didn’t even say it, right?

Honestly, the day I chose a watch for you was the day I would remember as my goodbye. So I don’t have to see you again after I told you my feelings. I didn’t even wish for any-thank-you from you. It was just… I wanted to let my feelings free as you know how my feelings were. I did it all for myself. So I didn’t have any regret left later.

But today… I thought I was cool about everything that would happen, but no. My feelings are so… strange. I’ve never known you are such a person to me. Unbelievable.

Thank you for letting me like you. I’m sorry for being so selfish and did everything for my sake only but not thought about the burden you might have. I sincerely wish you all the best, so good luck!

I have no regret for liking you, for doing everything I had done. I’d made a choice with no regret.

Welcome & Good-bye [Again]


Wow! Finally Super Show 6, and I’m still here with no chance to be there. Wow…

Sejatinya, untuk taun ini aja, just this year, pingin banget menekatkan diri buat berangkat. Tapi apa daya, ada aja satu dan lain hal yang bikin niat itu menguap (lagi) Ahahaha… Lagi-lagi tersandung sama masalah prioritas. And yes, sepertinya buat kali ini pun, itu belom jadi prioritas. Okeh, tamat. Itu keputusan yang sudah diambil, there’ll be no room for regret. Titik.

Tapi kok ya pas D-day mesti banget ngerasa sedih… Duh! Kayanya emang gak dibiarin buat bebas dari perasaan sedih dan sebangsanya. Ngerasa sedih banget di hari kaya gini uda semacam jadi kewajiban, at least for me. Read the rest of this entry

[Song For…]



I really wanna post some english translation of this song, but well… maybe later /.\


“When I closed my eyes, a figure of a woman came into my mind.  She is a little girl with black hair wearing a black kimono. she has high temper and haughty eyes. Memories of our days together casual. Days when we entrust our lives each other, when balanced our swords. There is no way to forget it. I know this women. The memories that were carved deep into the depths of my soul were floating.  Rukia…!
— Kurosaki Ichigo (Booklet of DVD movie – Bleach Fade To Black)

Originally posted on LIFE NOTE:


Hari dibutakan oleh kegelapan, aku pun tak bisa melihat langkah kakiku.
Rantai kesedihan dan penyesalan tetap menjeratku, untuk itu aku berjuang

Jika harapanku jadi nyata, aku kan membuat bunga mekar lagi,
Aku pikir akhirnya aku pun bisa memegang kesedihanmu

Ini postingan yang sudah lamaaa buanget, tapi pengen gue posting lagi. kebetulan, lagu ini cukup bersejarah untuk menceritakan kisah Ichigo dan Rukia yang romantis manis. Pada ending ke-26 Bleach diisi oleh sebuah band rock Jepang bernama Rookiez is Punk’D dengan lagunya yang berjudul “Song For…[Ichiruki :D]”

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