I try to understand him, I always do. But then as much as I try, I just can’t. I’m trying to get deeper into him. Then I sink and lost. I just can’t understand him. What kind of person is he? He’s like… the scary arrogant guy for the God sake! But then, he’s just like a lovely cute guy. He likes kids. He is ramyeon addict –he said ramyeon is the gift from God *rolling eyes. He befriend with Tigger. He is calm. He is… him.
He once wore the oxygen mask, because of his difficulty of breathing right after the performance. But he was smiling after recovered. He was embarrassed, he said. But the fact that he SMILED because of that difficulty of breathing makes me know; I will NEVER understand him. I mean, can he be more careful and aware and concern with his /God/ own /damn/ health?
He said: “I was out of breath earlier before but it’s okay now.” *smiling –F SMILINGHUUUGAAAAHUUUGAAAAA*
One of many comment: “Yet he still smiles even though its hard for him to breathe omg he is really ㅠㅠ”
The way he smiled… can he… I mean… IF you are embarrassed then at least /please I beg you to/ take care of yourself /much and more/ better, you know what I’m saying?
Its not because he caught on wearing oxygen mask, its for everything else. He’d know what I’m talking about anyway. I’m worry but I think it wont make he pleased, so in case he doesn’t like for being someone else’s concern source, the only way is he need/have/must to take care himself better. Eat more. Sleep more. Work more, ofc. I’m still anticipating his next work anyway.
I respect him, I really do. He’s the one who never fail for me to let my respect got higher and higher everytime. This is why I don’t wanna see that kind of photo anymore, I don’t wanna hear any story about how he ‘befriend’ with oxygen mask. But then once again, he is him. He was him, he is him, he will always be him.
Don’t be hard on yourself…