Happy Birthday

Neomu neomu kamsahamnida.. For that one time in my life, thank you very much.. ^-^

Hh~ why do I always cry in everyone birthday? Mine, Poo’s, Leeteuk’s.. I’m not suitable with happy day like that, maybe. ^^;

And now in yours? Sorry, can’t help it..

Happy birthday.. We’re at same age now~~~ ^-^ 

I can say it with big smile, so you better do the same, okay? No more fanfic present, maybe because I feel too afraid to start writing. Afraid to some strange feeling, I guess.

Somehow I didn’t wanna write this but I ended up with this one. *sigh*

Time that we’ve asked, must be very long. Time that we’ve talked about, must be turn us into something else. Don’t worry, I understand that. We won’t be the same anymore, I know that.

At least I’ve tried, you either. But that time is still going, and when we back again that stupid time can’t do nothing. Hh~ dengan kata laen, nanti saat waktu bawa kita di saat yang sama, gak akan ada yang berubah. Semua bakal tetep kaya gini, datar-flat-akward.

Tadinya aku mau berhenti nunggu. Karena gak ada niatan nyelesain masalah apa-apa, aku jadi capek nunggu. I’m the weak one, sorry..

But somehow I can’t. Why? Padahal aku pikir gampang loh buat balik ke masa dulu, sendirian.

You’ve said I always can be controlled by sparkyu. Well.. yes, I am. Orang yang bisa bikin aku hidupin lepi dan ngecek WPmu itu kamu. Orang yang bisa bikin aku mati-matian nahan kantuk buat baca FF jam 2 pagi itu kamu. Padahal aku adalah orang yang bisa dengan gampang nyuekin permintaan orang lain. Orang yang bisa langsung aku dengerin kata-katanya tanpa basa-basi pun.. kamu.

And that sparkyu too. Sparkyu itu bisa bikin aku ngecekin grammar dan tenses tugas kuliahnya malem-malem..

In the end that sparkyu also said sparkyu fated to handle jewel and jewel fated to be handled by sparkyu. Maybe that’s rite..

Aku gak mau bikin postingan ini ngalur-kidul gak jelas, tapi aku pikir dimana lagi aku bisa cerita? Aku gak pinter ngomong, cuma bisa nulis.

Buat semua waktuku selama ini, buat semua hal yang aku anggep bukan hal biasa, dan buat semua orang yang sudah terlibat.. mungkin aku gak akan berhenti. Eventho that time won’t make us to be the same anymore, who cares?

If someone ask me what my decision is.. I don’t wanna lose that memories anymore. I certainly don’t.

Mungkin ini batasku. Cause when I write in my room, it means this is my final feeling..

So happy birthday.. For the people who have made a person like you now, Thank you. For you who have survived back then, Thank you.

Kkeut! This is some part of what I’ve felt. Confusing? That’s my middle name..

Ji ‘Strawberry’ Yoo

4 thoughts on “Happy Birthday

  1. Hi aku numpang baca boleh kan?😀
    malem2 bete gak ada kerjaan sih, nungguin loveabook 8 belum publish u.u

    cuma mau komen, siapa pun si ‘kamu’ itu dia beruntung bgt, mm kalian deng yg beruntung. Kalian terlalu peduli pada satu sama lain kayanya…

  2. pertama tama saya ngomenin tema dulu..
    maniiisssss bangeeetttt hooonneeeeyyyy…jadi pengen ngejilat..
    #plakkk

    buat ‘someone’ py bday..
    buat shela.. i am pray for you.. dimana pun dan sama siapapun happy selalu..
    walopun nanti dapet teman baru yang banyak,yang lama jangan dikacangin ya..🙂

    ngomong2 ni komen melenceng jauh dari topikk..
    sebodo ahh..hehehe…
    *geret heechul pulang*

  3. Wah..lama ga kesini. Bingung mw baca ff yg mana saking bykx ketinggalan.. jd ngikut bc ini deh..
    Hmm.. i think i know her. Hope the friendship will be last 4ever. Bestfriend is just what everybody need.

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