Mind: his faces, his voice, and his stupidity~ *sorry, Poo. xD*
Mood: GA to the LAU, GALAU~ (?)
BGM: I Miss You Already – G.NA
First final exam day~ Hurray~ (?) Ga banyak kejadian yang menarik, kecuali kelancaran ngerjain b. indo ama pkn hari ini.*sujud syukur* And get ready for tomorrow: FISIKA ama agama. Baca lagi: FISIKAAAA~
Ah, uda ga ada harapan ama fisika kelas 1 ama 2, uda bener2 amnesia. .__. Jadi fokus ke materi semester ini aja kali yak? *sigh*
God~ bukannya lanjutin buka buku malah ngetik diary entry. Saking stresnya. -.-
I’ve been angry to ya, u know it, rite? and i’m still.
But seems like you always win in this battle. You’re really good at this, aren’t ya? *sigh deeply*
I… didn’t miss you yesterday and the day before.
Seriously, I’ve put you back in my cupboard and locked it.
But today.. I can’t stand anymoreeeee~ then I opened up my own cupboard.. :3
Dear Poo, I already wanna forget you. At least I’ve tried.. but, I can’t. Hahaha~
That day.. I felt so sick of ya.
That day.. I really really do NOT wanna see ya anymore.
And that day.. I’ve already cried as much as I can.
Seriously, I cried like a fool in THAT DAY~
Just like that.. regularly.
The day after that day, next, and next, and next until.. today.
I started to listen ur voice again, and cried (again)
I tried to look at ur stupid face, but I can’t.
I know I will cry and sobs and look so pitiful when I see ya. -.-
But then I.. really really really try to find you.
Just to see ur face, just to know where the hell you are, just to let my heart feel you once again.
Yes, once again.
I wanna have once again to feel you.. just like what I’ve done.
POO! I hate you.. so much~
Ahh~ I hugged myself and calmed it down just to remain me that I’m okay.
I hugged myself and cry alone just to make me feel I’m fine.
I hugged myself and stare at ur face just to erase my heavy-duty-not-good-feeling.
Then here I am.. in my room, typing this stupid things and try to understand what I typed (but failed)
Sooooooo, I think I can fix my heart for you.. You WIN, once again, stupid-monkey-donkey, POO~
PS: my physic exam wont be easy, so I will go now.. Babai, Poo~ :*