Again.. My Angel~

I don’t know why, but I’d like to see what is his feeling lately. From all of his words, I found that he must be really messed up.

My Angel~ you have to cheer up. Everybody is shouting out your name right now, wish you will have the better feeling, wish you will always live happily.

And I did it too, I wish for all of your happiness in your life, my angel~🙂

2010.08.26 03:42

..진흙탕을 걷기보단 구르겠습니다..
..빠른길, 가까운 길보단..먼길을 돌아가겠습니다..
..상처가나서 피가나고 찢겨져도 그곳이 더찢겨지고 고통스러워도..
..굳은 살이 생겨 고통을 느낄수 없을때만큼 강해지겠습니다..
..난 온실속의 화초로 커온게 아니다..길가에 버려진 야생화처럼..
..잡초처럼..강하게 키워져왔다..
..tbs교통방송 이특의 싱싱뮤직쇼를 시작으로..
..일요일 아침9시반 버라이어티를 돌며 처음부터 배워왔다..
..동방신기의 팬미팅사회를 시작으로 경기도에 있는 구석기축제 mc..
..슈퍼주니어 팀은 앨리트 그룹이지만 난 그렇지 않았다..
..아직도 부족하다..난 더 구르고 ..찢겨지고..
..고통스러워하고 아파해야한다..
..내가 많은 사람들의 아픔.. 눈물.. 사랑…
..고통.. 행복을 느끼기엔 내가 너무작다..
..먼 훗날 10년..그 자리에 내가섰을때..
..환한 웃음으로 모두를 안아줄께..
..그런데 지금은 아직은 내가 너무 작은지 모두를 안아줄수는 없는거 같아..
..지금은..지금은 그냥..딱 두글자로 말하고싶네..
..싫어…

TRANS: .. As compared to walking on mud, I prefer to crawl and roll..
.. As compared to the easy short-cut, I choose the long winding route..
.. Until the torn wound healed and then it tear open again, becoming numb..
.. Until it grow into a harden mould..
.. Through numerous experience I will become a stronger person..
..I am not a flower in the greenhouse but a wild flower that has been dumped aside..
.. Growing like a weed I have become strong..
..Starting with Leeteuk’s Singsing music show at TBS Traffic Channel(?) ..
..Being taught from the beginning on Sunday morning at 9:30 about variety shows..
..From DongBangShinKi fan meeting until being MC in GyeonggiDo’s festival..
..Super Junior team is elite group but to me, I am not..
.. Still not enough (lacking) .. I have to crawl and roll and being torn more..
..Feeling pain, being in pain..
..Being many people’s pain.. Tears.. Love…
..Pain.. To happiness, I feel that I’m too small/ inferior..
..10 years later.. When I stand back there..
..I will give everyone a bright smile..
..But now, I feel so inferior and I cannot hug everyone freely..
..Now. Now… Only two words that I want to say..
..Hating it…


Indonesia Translate :

.. Dibandingkan dengan berjalan di atas lumpur, saya lebih memilih untuk merangkak dan berguling ..
.. Dibandingkan dengan jalan pintas yang mudah, saya memilih rute panjang yang berliku ..
.. Sampai sembuh luka robek ini dan kemudian terbuka lagi dengan air mata, lalu menjadi mati rasa ..
.. Sampai tumbuh menjadi cetakan yang mengeras ..
.. Melalui berbagai pengalaman saya akan menjadi orang yang lebih kuat ..
.. Saya bukan bunga di rumah kaca, tapi bunga liar yang telah dibuang ke samping ..
.. Aku Tumbuh seperti rumput Aku telah menjadi kuat ..
.. Dimulai dengan pagelaran musik Leeteuk’ Singsing di TBS Traffic Channel ..
.. Karena diajarkan dari awal pada hari Minggu pagi jam 9:30 tentang variety show ..
.. Dari jumpa fans DongBangShinKi sampai menjadi MC di festival GyeonggiDo ..
.. Super Junior adalah kelompok elit tapi bagiku, aku tidak seperti itu ..
.. Masih kurang .. Aku harus merangkak dan berguling dan menjadi lebih baik ..
.. Merasa sakit, memang karena menderita ..
.. banyak orang yang menderita .. Air mata .. Cinta …Penderitaan .. Untuk kebahagiaan, saya merasa bahwa saya terlalu kecil / rendah ..
.. 10 tahun kemudian .. Ketika aku berdiri kembali ke sana..
.. Aku akan membuat semua orang tersenyum cerah ..
.. Tapi sekarang, aku merasa begitu rendah diri dan aku tidak bisa membuat setiap orang bebas memeluk
.. Sekarang. Sekarang … Hanya dua kata yang ingin saya katakan ..
..Membenci itu … ..

Credit: Park Jungsoo’s Cyworld
Eng Translated by: minoko2440 @ sapphirepearls.com

It’s good when you always try to be a better person, but I hate it when you never stop blame yourself, Teukie-ya.

Just remember we’ll always by yourside. We’ll let you lie on our shoulder. And we’ll always smile for you when you need it.🙂

Again,

Your “everlasting friend”

10 thoughts on “Again.. My Angel~

  1. hmm, udah punya filling, my teukteuk ada masalah lagi, kenapa sama leeteuk ? masalah apa lagi yang bikin dia kaya gini ? habeummm

  2. Huwa~ ak bru tau klo tuk”teukii nulis kyk bginian
    Ckck~

    Jdi leader mank bebannya berat bgt
    But he shows to me that he was the best leader ever in my heart
    Tukii oppa saranghae♥🙂

    • Iyaa~ makanya dari semua di Sj, author paling sayang ama tuki, kalo ama hyuk kan cinta.😄
      Satu2nya yg jadi kebanggaan teukie itu SJ, jdi onnie ga mau ngerusak kebanggaan dia itu dengan perang/nyari masalah ama AF.

  3. Huwa~ ksian tuki”~ >< miris pek baca.e

    Jdi leader mank bebannya berat bgt
    But he shows to me that he was the best leader ever in my heart
    Tukii oppa saranghae♥🙂

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